I am sitting here on day 5….I had a brief relapse after 4 years of really pretty good sobreity. I am struggling somewhat, the obesssion to drink came right back, while a month ago I could have said that the obsession was completely lifted…here it is. I can say I certainly understand how cunning, baffling, and completely powerful this is!! WOW! I have been going to a meeting every day, talking to people, trying to just get back to one day at a time…but wow. I need to give this to God, let go, turn it over….I can not change the situation behind me, but I can move forward, right?? anyway just passing some time, looking for some peace.