Ok so I’ve been sober now over 6 months everything is cool I have no reason to drink so to speak, other than cravings or what I like to call me fantasizing about it endlessly.
I go to meetings 4-6 a week it’s all cool for the most part, but this week I have to attend a company xmas party which is mandatory…. if that wasn’t bad enough it’s in a club and my boss and I drank together before.
I’m terrified I’ll just be handed a drink if I show up and it will all snowball into insanity….
goddamn it I hate December.
I could just not go and make up an excuse or two but don’t wanna **** anyone off since everything is cool at my job and I’m looking to ask for another raise etc..