Well, after months of being sober I went on a three week binge and am checking into an In-Patient rehab today. I spent the morning on the phone w/ different facilities crying and telling my sob story. I can’t go on like this. It’s my first time in a rehab and I’m scared and not sure what to expect.

I had to call my Boss and tell her what has been going on (SO humiliating) Luckily she is understanding and putting me on a leave of absence. But I feel I’ll never live this one down at work. The facade finally came to a screeching halt today….