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- August 11, 2012 at 8:18 pm#27676AnonymousInactive
not gonna give ya any good news,sorry. still doin the same things, gettin longer drinkin times since goin to light beer. still hooked on klonopin,a tranquilizer, nothin changes if nothin changes and nothin has changed:yawn: just fill me in on u guys lifes and life around here,thanx and i miss ya peopleAugust 11, 2012 at 8:28 pm#106530AnonymousInactive
I’m new. I read through lots of your posts as per your direction on Scott’s thread. My face is tripping me – you’re reminding me in every word exactly what my life was like. It’s hell being in that place, and no-one understands what it was like like another alcoholic.
I hope the bottom rises up to meet you.
PaulAugust 11, 2012 at 8:37 pm#106518AnonymousInactivepaulmh wrote:I hope the bottom rises up to meet you.
What a wonderful sentiment. I like that.
Hello Homer J. Simpson
Same ole same ole here. Nothing changes if nothing changes.
Still sober and enjoying life.
Works both ways. As long as I don’t pick up that first one, I am doing ok.
Life is good and a sober life is great.
You will find it. Keep looking and trying and it will come.August 11, 2012 at 8:42 pm#106523AnonymousInactive
well it f****** make me feel like S**** to hear your still killing yourself.
When will it hurt so much that you will want to live?
I wish you intense pain…….so you will pick up your a** and ask for H-E-L-P!
I hate this disease…..but I like YOU!August 11, 2012 at 8:43 pm#106522AnonymousInactive
Good to see ya Homer! I’m still in the eternal two to three weeks sober, then give up, and try to moderate cycle. I hope you’re stayin’ safe. For me, that is quite a challenge if/when I’m drinking.August 11, 2012 at 9:07 pm#106521AnonymousInactivepaulmh wrote:I hope the bottom rises up to meet you.
Yes, that’s a phrase I won’t forget! Sweet. Thanks again Paul!
((( homer )))) Good to see you. Hang around, check it all out. Just cuz your drinking your beerewws doesn’t mean you can’t hang out and simply entertain the idea that it IS possible to have a life clean and sober.August 11, 2012 at 9:59 pm#106531AnonymousInactive
Your not alone. I had a Klonopin relapse today..
Aka-Lizrox :flow:August 11, 2012 at 10:04 pm#106528AnonymousInactive
I recall my really bad last bout. I had all but given up. My dad just shot himself. I was lost totally and didn’t care. My niece called the cops as she thought I was gonna kill myself. They showed up, there I am in my very rumpled state drinking away at 11:00 a.m. in the living room. They asked if I am gonna kill myself… not just one or two, but three cops.
I of course replied that no I am not, nor do I have any intent. I am a _____ and I have just learned that my dad has died and I am depressed. I just don’t care right now, please leave me alone. They went away.
I remember the embarrassment and the shame I felt while they were there and as they left. I also remember the hopelessness that I felt that day.
Please don’t give in. YOU always have hope. I am living proof no matter how hopeless it seems, you can change. My life is so totally different today, just one year later and I have all kinds of things that are going on now that are truly wonderful.
Just don’t give up on yourself. If you don’t, we all won’t.
Peace, LeviAugust 11, 2012 at 10:30 pm#106525AnonymousInactive
Aww :hug: you’ll quit when you’re ready. 🙂
MarteAugust 11, 2012 at 11:00 pm#106526AnonymousInactiveBSPGirl wrote:Aww :hug: you’ll quit when you’re ready. 🙂
Yea, what Marte said, :hug:,
in the meantime keep checking in,
you never know when a post or a thought
will inspire you to change so you can move toward the peaceful life you want….August 11, 2012 at 11:05 pm#106527AnonymousInactive
What *** said … I hate this disease!! but I like you!!!
Keep on trying, that is what I did.
love and peace,
BrigidAugust 11, 2012 at 11:46 pm#106515AnonymousInactive
Hi Patrick…you must be exhausted!
I am doing well..sober and loving my life.
Please know this can be true for you too.
Prayers and Hugs…:flame:August 11, 2012 at 11:55 pm#106520AnonymousInactive
Come back. Start now. You can do this.
JMHSAugust 12, 2012 at 12:59 am#106524AnonymousInactive
Don’t ever give up trying Homer — one day it will stick!August 12, 2012 at 1:11 am#106517AnonymousInactive
Hey ((Patrick)) Good to see you’re still alive and kicking!! There is hope!! Not to mention, you still know where to come for help!!
You can/will make a change in your life when you are ready. How low does your bottom have to be? Many people before you have lost it all, even their lives so you don’t have to!! Learn from them!!
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