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  • #27676
    Anonymous
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    not gonna give ya any good news,sorry. still doin the same things, gettin longer drinkin times since goin to light beer. still hooked on klonopin,a tranquilizer, nothin changes if nothin changes and nothin has changed:yawn: just fill me in on u guys lifes and life around here,thanx and i miss ya people

    #106530
    Anonymous
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    I’m new. I read through lots of your posts as per your direction on Scott’s thread. My face is tripping me – you’re reminding me in every word exactly what my life was like. It’s hell being in that place, and no-one understands what it was like like another alcoholic.

    I hope the bottom rises up to meet you.

    Paul

    #106518
    Anonymous
    Inactive
    paulmh wrote:
    I hope the bottom rises up to meet you.

    What a wonderful sentiment. I like that.

    Hello Homer J. Simpson

    Same ole same ole here. Nothing changes if nothing changes.

    Still sober and enjoying life.

    Works both ways. As long as I don’t pick up that first one, I am doing ok.
    Life is good and a sober life is great.

    You will find it. Keep looking and trying and it will come.

    #106523
    Anonymous
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    well it f****** make me feel like S**** to hear your still killing yourself.

    When will it hurt so much that you will want to live?

    I wish you intense pain…….so you will pick up your a** and ask for H-E-L-P!

    I hate this disease…..but I like YOU!

    #106522
    Anonymous
    Inactive

    Good to see ya Homer! I’m still in the eternal two to three weeks sober, then give up, and try to moderate cycle. I hope you’re stayin’ safe. For me, that is quite a challenge if/when I’m drinking.

    #106521
    Anonymous
    Inactive
    paulmh wrote:
    I hope the bottom rises up to meet you.

    Paul

    Yes, that’s a phrase I won’t forget! Sweet. Thanks again Paul!

    ((( homer )))) Good to see you. Hang around, check it all out. Just cuz your drinking your beerewws doesn’t mean you can’t hang out and simply entertain the idea that it IS possible to have a life clean and sober.

    #106531
    Anonymous
    Inactive

    Your not alone. I had a Klonopin relapse today..

    (((((((HUGS))))))))

    Liz
    Aka-Lizrox :flow:

    #106528
    Anonymous
    Inactive

    I recall my really bad last bout. I had all but given up. My dad just shot himself. I was lost totally and didn’t care. My niece called the cops as she thought I was gonna kill myself. They showed up, there I am in my very rumpled state drinking away at 11:00 a.m. in the living room. They asked if I am gonna kill myself… not just one or two, but three cops.

    I of course replied that no I am not, nor do I have any intent. I am a _____ and I have just learned that my dad has died and I am depressed. I just don’t care right now, please leave me alone. They went away.

    I remember the embarrassment and the shame I felt while they were there and as they left. I also remember the hopelessness that I felt that day.

    Please don’t give in. YOU always have hope. I am living proof no matter how hopeless it seems, you can change. My life is so totally different today, just one year later and I have all kinds of things that are going on now that are truly wonderful.

    Just don’t give up on yourself. If you don’t, we all won’t.

    Peace, Levi

    #106525
    Anonymous
    Inactive

    Aww :hug: you’ll quit when you’re ready. 🙂

    Marte

    #106526
    Anonymous
    Inactive
    BSPGirl wrote:
    Aww :hug: you’ll quit when you’re ready. 🙂

    Marte
    Yea, what Marte said, :hug:,
    in the meantime keep checking in,
    you never know when a post or a thought
    will inspire you to change so you can move toward the peaceful life you want….

    #106527
    Anonymous
    Inactive

    What *** said … I hate this disease!! but I like you!!!

    Keep on trying, that is what I did.

    love and peace,
    Brigid

    #106515
    Anonymous
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    Hi Patrick…you must be exhausted!

    I am doing well..sober and loving my life.
    Please know this can be true for you too.

    Prayers and Hugs…:flame:

    #106520
    Anonymous
    Inactive

    Come back. Start now. You can do this.
    JMHS

    #106524
    Anonymous
    Inactive

    Don’t ever give up trying Homer — one day it will stick!

    #106517
    Anonymous
    Inactive

    Hey ((Patrick)) Good to see you’re still alive and kicking!! There is hope!! Not to mention, you still know where to come for help!!

    You can/will make a change in your life when you are ready. How low does your bottom have to be? Many people before you have lost it all, even their lives so you don’t have to!! Learn from them!!

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