This is tough as I thought it would be, trying to come down. I am sticking to my guns and committed to success I just feel like I am letting myself down while trying to keep the weaning going. I went from 12 beers daily to 6 and plan next Monday to do 5 and so on until I reach I dunno 3? Then pull the trigger. Tonight after I got home I had two which became three, I drank seltzer and became comfortable hanging with my wife. I wasn’t sure to let the last three go or not but of course I had them.
No more for tonight as I have had my quota and really I am tired to go anyway. I know I will wake around 3 am for the bathroom and not sleep again until I go to work. I am ok with this as I know I need to start somewhere and I am not going to give up.