Hey I just need to get this off of my chest. I had 15 months sobriety but felt like a war hero and screwed up. I live in jersey with my roommate and boyfriend. I have been screwing up all the time lately and everything is outta control. My finances and soon the home i fear. I go to meetings and yet cabt raise my hand, well I can but you know what i mean. Thishas really hard and id love to talk to someone