Not looking for pats on the back ! Just want those who are fighting to know there is light at the end of the tunnel. I was addicted for 4 1/2 years I call them the lost years, I was present, but preoccupied with chasing down pills and numb to what was really going on. I do miss the fact that I didn’t get stressed as bad, but life is a ride gotta enjoy the ups and downs. It takes a while to get your head back on straight, but when you do you realize you are yourself again. Good Luck and God bless !