Im leaving for treatment on wednesday. Ive blown off all my classes for this and im ready to be done. My girlfriend gave me money the other day and I used it for drugs and she found out. I told her you cant trust me with that. exspecially because Im leaving I really wanna get again before I go or Ill jus be pissed off. Is this wrong. I mean ive already commited but Id’e like to say goodbye. Its like loosing a friend that steals your time and money but yet you still want them around. I dont know maybe its selfish but its how i feel. Took a suboxone last night and yeah I still feal a little funky and now want to get today on tuesday before I leave Wednesday.