I’ve been clean for 5 months. Though I got really close to slipping up, I ended up buying but it was fake stuff so I didn’t use it. I’ve been craving like crazy and I know school is starting soon and school is a trigger. Part of me wants the drugs and part of me wants to do well in school. My brain is trying to do both figure out a way how to do school and use drugs. Though logically I know it won’t work because I had to drop out of school last year cause of drugs. I crave it so bad and I will have more access once school starts already planning how I can get high. I know that’s bad and I don’t want to do it. I just craving so bad. I don’t know how I will be able to pull this off.