Wow I went to an NA meeting and it was close to downtown and I was thinking about going downtown and trying to get high and then I went to the NA meeting instead and then at the end of the meeting I got a text, I didn’t check it till I got home but it said I am here downtown alone and drinking. I know if I checked the text i might have actually gone downtown and drank with him, so it was a good thing I didn’t check it until I got home. It’s scary how close of call it was.